Introspective Tarot

NOTE: This post contains personal experiences with depressive episodes, feelings of shame and worthlessness, suicidal thoughts, and death.  Crisis Text Line / Help Guide This is more of post about personal thoughts related to how my head is feeling. I have yet to really talk about mental health, though, until now. The worst loneliness is to not be comfortable with yourself. - Mark Twain When I started this blog, it was right after a handful of weeks of a major depressive episode. While feeling this way, I was in a pretty serious car accident that was entirely my fault. No one was hurt, but it was a trauma that escalated a lot of things that had been building. Due to a lot of things in my past, I already had a low self-worth, major anxiety, and fear of leaving my apartment. After realizing I could have killed  someone, I felt whatever thin string was holding me up about to break. I took a day off work, knowing there was no way I could even pretend  to be okay. Thankfully,...

 I have decided to expand my presence in the universe through connecting to social media and maybe finding some kindred spirits. I've been on and off them, but I figure why not try once again with this niche.  Instagram: @introspectivereadings TikTok: @3decadesofawkward Tarot, Tea, & Me Forum: trivialuvs I'm thinking about making some others, but I'm not sure the best places to connect with people in this kind of community. I know in my location there is a decent amount of people interested in the metaphysical (is that a good umbrella term?), but since I am moving in three months... well, I'm not sure I want to build a personal connection. ... which sounds dumb when I write/think about it that way but it's part of my learned trauma response. ANYWAY. This is more of a personal ramble, but you can find me in those places. If you have other places that can help me reach out to like-minded people, let me know. Positive vibes to everyone! Tabitha