NOTE: This post contains personal experiences with depressive episodes, feelings of shame and worthlessness, suicidal thoughts, and death. Crisis Text Line / Help Guide This is more of post about personal thoughts related to how my head is feeling. I have yet to really talk about mental health, though, until now. The worst loneliness is to not be comfortable with yourself. - Mark Twain When I started this blog, it was right after a handful of weeks of a major depressive episode. While feeling this way, I was in a pretty serious car accident that was entirely my fault. No one was hurt, but it was a trauma that escalated a lot of things that had been building. Due to a lot of things in my past, I already had a low self-worth, major anxiety, and fear of leaving my apartment. After realizing I could have killed someone, I felt whatever thin string was holding me up about to break. I took a day off work, knowing there was no way I could even pretend to be okay. Thankfully,...
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