Rose of the Winds Spread & Personal Entry

It's been a long time! I have been preparing for a big move, along with dealing with pretty intense panic attacks from my accident a few months ago. I have not picked up a deck in a long time, but I bought the Modern Witch Tarot Journal by Lisa Sterle and needed to do a spread. 

This spread is in the book. I could not find a picture to post from the internet. This spread is all about finding the source of different things.

I looked at each of the cards before writing down important keywords. My view has changed with a few of them, although I'm not sure if it's the progress of learning or if it's some kind of new intuition that has grown recently.

(1) Source of Strength

3 of Cups: Even though friendship is not a strength OF mine, I see now that it can be a strength FOR me. It's one of my goals for this new start.

(3) Source of Nourishment

6 of Pentacles: I used to see the card as people begging and the person giving giving them gifts out of pity. Now, though, I see a person giving just because they can. I see people accepting the gift, not begging for it. My fulfillment comes from giving to others AND excepting gifts and compliments and such from others.

The other cards I interpret from the keywords, but the two above seem to have a completely different "meaning" than what I had previously seen and felt.

 

I don't plan on uploading much in the next month or two, because of the move, starting a new job, and everything that comes with that.

If you're reading this, thank you.

Tabitha.